This past week or so has reminded me of the relationships (either friends, family or other) I have or had in my life. This year I’ll be living with two people which is a huge step for me in life right now. It’s getting me out of my comfort zone, but I also want to pull back. I enjoyed living by myself and last year made me realize that. I know going forward it’s going to be tough for me to get used to this.
But back to the point, relationships. I don’t know this whole time I’ve been here (literally only a few days) I still can’t believe I did this. As you all know I’m not that social of a person except on here or with people I’m really close to. This whole time I’m just thinking about whether or not I want to actually be friends with these people. I don’t know, what if being friends and roommates ruins this? I talked about it with my therapist on many occasions and they reminded me that sometimes I’ll have people in my life for certain things and that’s okay.
I think now that’s the only keeping me at peace with all of this, that and working out. I wasn’t working out for a while because of classes but now I’m back into it. Overall the message I wanted to say was, people will come in and out of our lives, like my therapist said we have certain people for certain things and that’s alright. As always I hope the rest of your day is great and I will see you guys next time!
(Sidenote I’m slowly getting back into youtube again, let me know in the comments what you would like to see from me)
I'm just trying not to die within the next 24 hours, read as much as I can and get my degree