This past week or so has reminded me of the relationships (either friends, family or other) I have or had in my life. This year I’ll be living with two people which is a huge step for me in life right now. It’s getting me out of my comfort zone, but I also want to pull back. I enjoyed living by myself and last year made me realize that. I know going forward it’s going to be tough for me to get used to this.
But back to the point, relationships. I don’t know this whole time I’ve been here (literally only a few days) I still can’t believe I did this. As you all know I’m not that social of a person except on here or with people I’m really close to. This whole time I’m just thinking about whether or not I want to actually be friends with these people. I don’t know, what if being friends and roommates ruins this? I talked about it with my therapist on many occasions and they reminded me that sometimes I’ll have people in my life for certain things and that’s okay.
I think now that’s the only keeping me at peace with all of this, that and working out. I wasn’t working out for a while because of classes but now I’m back into it. Overall the message I wanted to say was, people will come in and out of our lives, like my therapist said we have certain people for certain things and that’s alright. As always I hope the rest of your day is great and I will see you guys next time!
(Sidenote I’m slowly getting back into youtube again, let me know in the comments what you would like to see from me)