She would like it here

On this seemingly quiet road

In this busy city

With heads down and music blasting

Inside these apartments

Where the parties seem to never stop

 

She would be far away

Away from her crazy family

Away from her past

Away from her lies

Away from herself

 

I still love her

Even though she did me wrong

I can’t really think, it’s almost like she’s

Linking herself to me when I see her on my instagram feed

 

I’ll never follow her

Even when she pops up in my life like a random pimple

I developed habits I didn’t want

Those made my life messy

Like the terrible Chinese food we would eat

Just because neither of us wanted to cook

 

I still love her like I loved you

I know she would like this place

The curtains would be a bright lace

The Tv would be brand new

I thought I saw a co-op a block away

Just remember to lock the door.

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These are just a few things I loved in the fall/ now early winter (thanks Minnesota).

  1. Apple Cider
  2. Apple picking with friends
  3. Suede fabrics
  4. Watching the leaves change color
  5. Face masks(like always)
  6. Clunky shoes (platforms, thick soled shoes)

As always I’m probably missing somethings (LET ME KNOW YOUR FAVORITES DOWN BELOW) I hope the rest of your day is great and I will see you guys next week!

Okay so apologies for the lateness of this post first off. Second let me know if you guys like this list format. So here’s a list of things I’ve taken away with my past and current relationship.

  1. You don’t need to talk to someone twenty-four seven (sometimes you need that break)
  2. If they aren’t putting effort, honestly aren’t worth it
  3. Vulnerability helps gain trust
  4. Tell them how you’re feeling when they feel it (don’t bottle shit up)
  5. Listen to music together
  6. If you are in a relationship remember it’s not one sided

I know it’s short but that’s what I thought of off the top of my head. As always I hope the rest of your day is great and I will see you guys next time!

So if you follow me on Instagram this is nothing new. But just for the sake of this outfit I have to share it on here as well. This will be scheduled a few days out so that’s why I’m putting it here. I got the shirt from nasty gal which I’m currently in love with, pants are vintage that I got at goodwill. Shoes are from Nordstrom and sunglasses were five dollars from Cotton On. Yesterday was a chill day I just went out to lunch by myself then worked out and went to class. Midterms are this week so wish me luck! As always I hope the rest of your day is great and I will see you guys next time.

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Just a short simple list of anime I enjoy at the moment even though I don’t really have the time to watch them right now. I usually watch shoujo anime and it’s a lot more girly, not a lot of action and really predictable. Lately I’ve been into Studio Ghibli films so there’ll be a few in there as well.  If you’re curious about them, google them honestly I’m to tired to write out the summary(*shrugs*).

  1. Angel Beats
  2. Princess Tutu
  3. K-on
  4. New Game!
  5. Kiki’s Delivery Service (movie)
  6. Your Name (movie)
  7. Sailor Moon
  8. Puella Magi Madoka Magica

So last week I didn’t have therapy and let me tell you, I did alright. I mean I socialized more than I normally would which is a plus but draining for me. Anyways I used to have a friend who was always on the fence about going to therapy. The reason I went was because a close friend of mine told to try one session, that was it. They didn’t push me at all but just encouraged. So I did and here we are now, I’m going off campus but am still going to therapy.

At first it was boring and I thought I could solve everything. I thought I could fix everything in my life but I couldn’t. I got angry at myself for not having everything together. If you guys remember I was really dreading summer therapy. I tried it out and ended up really liking my current therapist. It’s not a huge commitment maybe an hour of your day(the only thing is if it’s far away or not) I really like the area I’m in because there’s a whole foods a few blocks away and a bunch of restaurants.

Therapy gives me a time to talk to someone and get a third opinion on stuff. Other times I rant to them about things bothering me. I’ve been trying to push myself but in the right way. Recently I’ve been trying to socialize more but not too much to where I’m drained constantly. That’s one thing I really have to work on so I’m just trying to find that balance. Also reflections, I know it sounds lame but it’s kind of like therapy only it’s for my eyes to see how much I’ve grown. It pretty simple, get a notebook and pen then think and write about things you realized about yourself this month or last month. This helps you think about who you are and who you want to become.

As always I hope the rest of your day is great and I will see you guys next time!