So by the title you should already know that I love huge sweaters. Preferably in the men’s section for two reasons, the first reason is that its a little bit cheaper to buy in the men’s section. The materials usually softer or thicker so you will be guaranteed warmth on cold nights. Plus for someone small like me if it’s big enough I can just pair it with tights, a long necklace and some chunky boots then Bang! It looks like I gave all the fucks but really it took me ten minutes to get ready, another five if I wanted to put on makeup and maybe fifteen if I put my hair up in space buns. Most of my sweaters I find in the men’ section at h&m or thrift stores if that helps. As always I hope the rest of your day is great and I will see you guys next time!
So I feel like I haven’t really been active anywhere online. Here just a small update of my life as I’m typing this on a rainy Tuesday around four o’clock.
- I got accepted into a study abroad thing this summer
- My passport came today along with some cute Jiji (the cat from Kiki’s dilivery service) bento boxes
- I’ve been listening to Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo and am hooked
- Have recently came to terms that I’m going to be sad for a little bit but that’s okay
- As well as buying a lot of cute stickers that’ll hopefully help me in some way
- Got yet another new Starbucks cup. I have like six or seven right now.
- Have been feeling this urge to stay in a comfy oversized sweaters to maybe help me cope
- I’ve been wear these old boots for the past week and a half even though I have more to choose from.
- Been going through my clothes every two weeks or something like that.
Yeah that’s really it, I’ve just been feeling sad honestly but I think telling you guys and people around me will help. Anyways I hope the rest of your day is great and I will see you guys next time!
So as of lately anxiety has kicked my butt. Procrastination? yup I know them, well actually. Midterms are around the corner and I am so sorry I’ve neglected you guys for some time now. Just letting you know though I am active on Youtube the most as of recently. Currently I am getting ready for something huge to me and will let you guys know once everything is in place. I’m getting a paper done as I type this (on a break right now lol). And I’m still getting through this small little rough patch but it’s okay and I know that it’s not going to go on forever. (Just trying to take things day by day, focusing on the small things and taking things slow) Actually though I have been watching more slice of life style anime which if you didn’t know are my all time favorite. I will make a short list for this Sundays post. As always I hope the rest of your day is great and I will see you guys next time!
I’m finally doing another book review and Oh my gosh YOU GUYS READ THIS BOOK PLEASE. This book had me in all the feels, I don’t even know where to begin. So let’s start off with where I got the book, Barnes and Noble. Okay so now that’s outta the way, whats the basic synopsis. FATE! (*shakes head*) Yes there’s that, but also love. That’s it, how can you not be hooked already?! I know it’s vague but if you haven’t read it what are you even doing here reading this??? (*disappointed mom look*)
OKAY SO IF YOU HAVEN’T READ THE BOOK LEAVE NOW OR BE PREPARED TO BE SPOILED AND HAVE YOU’RE HEARTBROKEN. (*looks over shoulder*) okay so now that they’re hopefully gone let’s talk about this wonderful work of art.
When I first started reading this I thought it was going to be a normal love dovey book that I would dismiss and never touch again. But that was a hard nope when we were introduced to the characters right off the bat. They were both struggling with life situations. And this is told from two points of view, which I looked for at the time because I loved those types.
When I say I was grabbed by the shoulders and shook, I’m not lying. I brought this book with me everywhere for those four or five-ish days. I was captured so much I forgot about my own problems and was with the characters. Each chapter seemed like there was something to be stressed about, but they each still wanted to be with each other.
On a side note, the thing that I thought was interesting was in the beginning when the author chose to go in the security guards point of view. I didn’t think it was that big of a deal until I read the epilogue. Like it all made sense but still had me in tears.
Though I will say the most laughable part was when Daniel took Natasha to meet his family. I was cringing and laughing at this part. (what about you guys?)
Now as I’m finally finishing up this book review in 2019 it was announced that it’ll become a motion picture! I already saw the trailer and am stocked. So I rate this a nine out of ten. The only reason is I thought they would end up together but they did keep a splash of reality in there which I highly enjoyed. As always I hope the rest of your day is great and I will see you guys next time!
Recently I’ve been in the car for long amounts of time. Ive realized that i havent been able to zone out as much anymore. With the help of music though, it can go one of two ways.
One it could go by superfast and I don’t even relaize that I spent more than two hours in the car. Those are the ones that I remember the most, usually filled with pleasant memories. Or theres option two which I’m pretty sure we’ve all felt. Those car rides where it feels like its a never ending, you dont know where you are or how long you’ve been on the road for. If you count each minute down the last second of when you can just get out of that car.
I’ve just been dreading car rides for the sole fact that it normally is the second option. I’m just so used to taking public transportation but now that me and my SO both have a car they’ve been wanting to drive. So its not all that bad to me.
Anyways let me know what you think about long car rides? Do you like them or not? I hope the rest of your day is great and I will see you guys next time.
Through out this past year I’ve realized being vulnerable is tough. Like you’re emotions, and just you as a person is out there for either millions to see or that one person. It’s difficult because they can either accept you and care for you or reject you.
Letting someone in takes a lot out of you whether you register it or not. Especially romantic relationships, wow okay so here’s some tea. This current relationship I’m in ( they will not be name but they do read my blog so, hi dude) with this person has made me realize a few things. (Yes I am taking your idea, deal with it.) So it’s like we’ll be talking right? Then in the middle of the conversation I’ll realize that I’m actually dating them. It’s this weird moment of being aware of everything we do. It’s also a sense of just being seen through like a window for a moment or two.
So it’s really up to you whether or not you want to let someone in (like actually). This may not seem like a lot of work but it is. Not only are you trusting them but yourself too. That’s really all I have to say on that (for not idk I might have something later on). But other than that I hope the rest of your day is great and I will see you guys next time!
So as of recently I’ve been in my own head more than usual, it was weird. Picture this right, I wake up about three am from a freaky dream then don’t fall back asleep an hour later. That day (when I woke back up four hours later) was a haze and we ended up fighting over something so stupid I laugh about it now. We didn’t communicate correctly and it was just an overall mess. Now the problems solved, it’s weird but a good weird. I feel like we grew somehow or now we understand a little bit more than before.
I don’t know this was just something that’s been on my mind as of recently. Normally I would’ve just left and cried. I mean I still did cry but that’s besides the point (*laughs nervously*) The point is (drops note cards) changing is a good thing but when you’re in the midst of it, it feels not good. To be honest that was the first time in a long time I was that vulnerable. That’ll probably be a separate post though (aka I’m running out of words to say). So with that I hope the rest of your day is great and I will see you guys next time!
She would like it here
On this seemingly quiet road
In this busy city
With heads down and music blasting
Inside these apartments
Where the parties seem to never stop
She would be far away
Away from her crazy family
Away from her past
Away from her lies
Away from herself
I still love her
Even though she did me wrong
I can’t really think, it’s almost like she’s
Linking herself to me when I see her on my instagram feed
I’ll never follow her
Even when she pops up in my life like a random pimple
I developed habits I didn’t want
Those made my life messy
Like the terrible Chinese food we would eat
Just because neither of us wanted to cook
I still love her like I loved you
I know she would like this place
The curtains would be a bright lace
The Tv would be brand new
I thought I saw a co-op a block away
Just remember to lock the door.
These are just a few things I loved in the fall/ now early winter (thanks Minnesota).
- Apple Cider
- Apple picking with friends
- Suede fabrics
- Watching the leaves change color
- Face masks(like always)
- Clunky shoes (platforms, thick soled shoes)
As always I’m probably missing somethings (LET ME KNOW YOUR FAVORITES DOWN BELOW) I hope the rest of your day is great and I will see you guys next week!
Okay so apologies for the lateness of this post first off. Second let me know if you guys like this list format. So here’s a list of things I’ve taken away with my past and current relationship.
- You don’t need to talk to someone twenty-four seven (sometimes you need that break)
- If they aren’t putting effort, honestly aren’t worth it
- Vulnerability helps gain trust
- Tell them how you’re feeling when they feel it (don’t bottle shit up)
- Listen to music together
- If you are in a relationship remember it’s not one sided
I know it’s short but that’s what I thought of off the top of my head. As always I hope the rest of your day is great and I will see you guys next time!